so.. we have came to the end of 2010. what's my new resolutions? null. i don't believe in setting a goal. my world would crush if i do. but hopefully, 2011 brings plenty of good things.

the week in recap..

went to see my home sweet home. the progress seem impressive. can't wait :)

 

a DMs meeting with our line manager. which didn't come to any conclusion. sigh~

watched The Tourist. a great movie to end the year. i wish i was as pretty as angelina jolie.

hopefully next year will be more productive year ahead.

Cheers to a New Year and another chance to get things right! :)

i am obsessing in tips and tricks of condo renovation now. where to get it cheaper. how much will it cost. what will be my design or theme. bla bla bla.. this things cracking me up since i first saw the new expected completion date for my condo. new year! bloody next june! it's not even a year to go! sigh~


god.... WHY????

was at jack's new condo today. he just got the key! am so happy for him. the condo located at jalan ipoh and surrounded by military camp and flats. the condo stood majestically compares with it's surrounding. the view was nice, KLCC view! the place seem quite secure. and he seem to be spending a lot for the place. gosh, i really need to start saving.


mine's was now expected to be completed by june next year! i really don't know what to say. too soon from expected. gonna faint.

i was thorn between work and mc this morning. as much as i want to just stay home and take mc, i woke up, bathed and went to work at 7pm. once arrived, i thought, what the hell am i doing here? called doris & went straight back home. there goes my $5 for parking.

around 10am, went to mid valley to visit a clinic, well, to take my mc. i know. why mid valley? why shopping complex? haha. 2 things once. bought my groceries and then back again.

my nose is still running...

watched The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, it wasn't great, it wasn't bad either. simply stated, it was ok. narnia wasn't really my cup of tea. too much fantasy. well, it is what it is made for i guess. 

i feel a little less sick. but mu cough getting worst. i thought of taking my first medical leave of the year, but as i have decided, the clinic closed. what does that means?

a lot going on at work. it wasn't as fun as before. i'm not sure whether to stay until march, obviously for the bonus, or to just move on. moving on was hard. i'm not sure what kind of job i want to undertake. i'm getting tired of being customer service. it was way too long from planned. i wish i can travel somewhere and start all over. 

what does it feel to work in a hotel? hmmmmmm

just back from zaza's wedding. the wedding itself was in kuala pilah, negri sembilan. the journey itself was very pleasant. it's been a while since i've been to a suburb area. with all those paddy fields and those traditional houses which a friend referred to as "legged house", or house with leg. haha. how refreshing :)

i'm kind of homesick right now....

started my 4 days off with cough, flu and a bit of fever. and i thought i was inhuman and immune of all those things! i haven't been sick in years! what a waste. 

i have a wedding to attend tomorrow. hopefully i get well soon enough. sigh~

i've been very busy this past few weeks. i've  been working like a dog! i'm not sure until when i can stand this. last week, i went to penang for mix's team outing. they say penang is the heaven of food. good lord, nope.. it wasn't. maybe not for me. but i do love the chendol & rojak! 


and yes, another year has past by and i'm older for a year. i'm officially 28 yrs old! i can't believe i'll be living this long. not in the mood for celebrating my birthday, i guess, when you get older, age is just a number and hopefully, it won't increase by another year.


my sister arrived from kuching yesterday. i was out & about taking them here & there. being a tour guide! they are here for my nephew's graduation. 


i still can't upload my photos here. i guess, i won't be uploading any more photos in the future as well.

for a few days, i haven't been able to post anything. it's like something wrong with this thing. well.... last weekend, i was away in johor for our first ever team building. i was the committee and appointed as official photog while i was there. just because i bought my camera. the result, i have only few photos of my own! sigh. but the team building was a blast!!

i'm not feeling well. last night alone, i was vomiting like mad until there's nothing to be vomited. i don't know why. i was thinking of taking mc, but i will be on duty today. sigh~

i'm like a snake. changing my skin. :)

back in KL. my flight was at 6am this morning & i hate myself for it. i hate waking up earlier than others. arrived in KL around 8am.
well, the internet seem strange today, or maybe it's google?. firstly, when i entered blogger.com, it direct me into other's blogger account (to dashboard) which as if i have login using other's account or someone used my laptop previously to login. someone i don't know who. i can see everything. below is what i print screen. and that person is so not me.

this is considered a breach of privacy! what if my account can be seen by others? worst case scenario, what if my bank account can be access by others? 

when i entered facebook, almost the same thing happened. but not auto-login. it's weird to see others' email addresses in the login detail. as far as i'm concern, i'm the only one who used this laptop & no one else. 

none of these person is someone i knew.

so weird........

was out & about with my cousin sue & sarah. beraya in kuching. 

the above symbol is called Yin and Yang, which is used to describe how polar or seemingly contrary forces are interconnected and interdependent in the natural world, and how they give rise to each other in turn. Many natural dualities — e.g. dark and light, female and male, low and high, cold and hot — are thought of as manifestations of yin and yang, respectively (from Wikipedia, obviously).

but.... not many who knows what it's connection to a human, as an individual. a friend once told me, which i believed is so true that i loved this symbol so much, is that;

as good as a person can be, there will definitely be a dark side of him / her. even a tiny drop of darkness, (which presented by the white portion contains the black seed). and as bad as a person can be, there will be a goodness in him/her, although just a small part (which presented by the black contains the white seed). it's make human, a human. nobody's perfect.

 

so.... don't just judge a book by its cover. 

4th shawwal, back to kuching. raya this year was great! i didn't realize how much i missed my kampung. my whole body still aching with my skin which burnt cause by the long boat ride. just imagine, almost 4 hours! it burnt me like never before. well, next year i probably won't go back, yet again. i miss my kampung already..... 

see..... my kampung is where the skies are as blue as it can be.........................................

and this is why i was burnt like roasted chicken.....

eid-ul-fitry is in the corner. arrived in kuching yesterday afternoon and this morning, drove to sarikei. will be heading to my kampung tomorrow. it's almost 3 years since the last time i was there.... and it felt good to be back to my root. you know. so that everything else make sense.

going back is quite a journey itself. from kuching to sarikei, it's almost 5 hours driving. thereafter, need to use ferry or boat for around 4 hours. the kampung itself actually in an isolated island. an island within an island. it also is located at the end of rejang river. a few of my families & relatives still live there, but most has already migrated to the big city.

growing up is the most interesting thing in my life. if only i can turn back time, i definitely would. i would never ask for anything else. but, since my mother's passing, it somewhere i don't want to be. it's break me at times. nonetheless, it's somewhere i want to be if i want to get rid of everything else in my life.

will be offline for a few days. i didn't bring my laptop with me & my current handphone doesn't allow streaming in it. sigh~

anyway..........

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

i feel exhausted. strangled till i can't breath. everything haunting me, just as i thought i have completely leaves it behind....

back from buka puase with officemates + halem farewell. really gonna miss him. 

*we were having buka puasa at strudels wangsa maju mall. 

i don't really get customers nowadays. sometimes they just seem to take every simple thing and make an issue out of it. yesterday i was lectured almost 30 mins on how to be a good customer service. she complaint that i was probably new and don't know what she wants. the thing is.. if you want the right answer, ask it the right way! simple as that.


firstly she asked me, what's her insurance policy payment method, and as i'm not from insurance, i asked her to call insurance line. she was like huh? she complaint and complaint non stop and said i'm not helpful. then ask me to check into her acc whether is there any deduction, which i did so. there wasn't any deductions so i asked her whether her policy was deducted annually or monthly or quarterly, she said annually and read to me a letter sent from insurance that they will deduct her acc by direct debit! it was shown in the letter already! she then said i am supposed to check her last year statement on how insurance deduct her acc to confirm on the method of payment, which i also did. she lectu


gosh. people, please... if you want me to do so in the first place, maybe you can just ask "Can you please check for last year, how did they deduct my acc, or whether is there any deductions"...... which i would definitely understand. just straight to the point!


please... if you call customer service, ask the right questions. i can't read your mind! and not just asking blindly and said you're from customer service line and this should be don't that way and not this way.. whatsoever. sigh ~ some people are really ignorance. 

i got the underwater shots! unfortunately, it wasn't me who shot it. so.. it wasn't as good. :P

after 2 days of fasting..........

HAPPY RAMADHAN :) 

a bit late... but what the heck.. rite?

i'm now is un-contactable by phone. my hp was damaged while i'm on vacation to perhentian. i accidently dropped it into the sea. ohh my iphone... sigh~ no money to buy new one already. 

so... back to basic.

i was just back from a quick trip to perhentian. 3 days 2 nights. it was short but fun! i was so stressed up at work until i thought i'm gonna lose my sanity. luckily, this trip came along. went to kuala besut, terengganu on friday night at 9.30pm and arrived at around 5.15am. at 8am, from kuala besut, we took a speedboat to perhentian besar where our resort is located, arrived at ar ound 9am. needed to wait until 12pm to get our room! took a quick nap and at 1pm, went snorkeling around perhentian besar & perhentian kecil. it was awesome! the coral is so damn beautiful!

the second day, we went to redang island and lang tengah. have the opportunity to see turtles & baby sharks. nice indeed. rented underwater camera, but the photos are not with me currently. will upload it later. 

whoaaa. the longest time ever i haven't update anything here. so many thing happened, and i almost forgotten this thing even exist. where do i start?... our line manager, wendy has resigned and replaced by doris. my first day doing my DM duty is over, hand over around 97%.. passed :) second duty was yesterday, which was not so good... failed! 


last saturday went to sg pangsun again with leen's team for team outing, aka ritz farewell. really gonna miss that b*tch. known him for 2 years and he's still the loudest person i ever met. the proudest of being just himself. haha. fara has resigned as well, my teammate of 2 yrs and bestest of friend.


it saddened me much when someone really closed  like them both leaving and being me, i knew i never going to, you know..., i am someone whom hardly keep in touch. halim also will probably leave. sigh. when will be my turn, i don't know. still in my comfort zone.

rainforest world music festival. it was a 3 days event, and we decided to go for only saturday. i wanna dance but the dancefloor was teribble. it was muddy & gosh, the smell!! well, everyone else seem to enjoy themselves. the crowd was awesome!!!  

thinking of going back next year. anyone care to join me? :P

back in kl. i'll have another 2 days off, 1 day if i'm being call back. today everything seem smooth. no delays. i checked in a few minutes before it closed, arrived at KLIA around 9.40pm. rushed myself for ERL, and minutes away before putra LRT closed, then to menara TM where i parked my car. paid my parking, supposedly RM30, but because i am a staff, paid only RM18, what a luck! :)

my luck wasn't stay. i was back in my room when i realized i left something back in kuching. my camera cable!! how am i suppose to upload my photos now? i have no card reader! i felt so stupid. i saw the cable while i was packing but thought it wasn't mine. i never bring that bloody cable anywhere! how on earth did it ended up in kuching with me? sigh~

well, i promised to have no more complaint on everything. need to get a new cable tomorrow.

so now... i'm in kuching. bored for the past 2 days. doing nothing. yesterday, i went to the spring to do my hair. curly style! the price is half the price in KL inclusive treatment. in the same salon which i used to do my hair in kl. and god, i'm loving it! i'll post the pic later. be patience ok!


tomorrow will be the big day. after almost a few decades (i'm exaggerating, i know), i'll be going to the rainforest world music festival!

go makan-makan with our head of dept, line managers, team managers & other duty managers at bangsar shopping centre, whereelse, in bangsar lah.

can't believe, they do know how to joke & laugh :P