i'm feeling that my good luck charm is slipping away. i used to be lucky in anything, not extravagant way, but, hey, lucky enough to have everything i wished for.... well, except one more thing... every one that knows me, said that i am lucky. very lucky indeed. i don't know why, i feel my 'luckinest' kind of evaporated.


well, maybe it's time to face reality. and not hang on too much on my luckinest. life is tough. even so, ain't gonna get through it alive anyway.    

last monday night, lepak at delicious with shima, fairuz & brian. i have fried mushrooms for which i'm craving for it now. i'm starving. tomorrow i'll be off. for 3 days in a row. i loikee!

yesterday i was off with jack and today hang around with shah after work. have dinner and went to terence's house in cheras. the house is a wow. i wish i have plenty of money to renovate my home like he did. sigh~

the 55" / 56" tv. gosh!

the living room

the bar

my dad would kill me if i have these in my home. hehe

the bedroom

the kitchen

sweet & simple & hell lotsa fun!

i'm off for 2 days and was first planned to just stay home and doing nothing. then, k.fiza asked me out to pavilion for a movie. we watched how to train your dragon, in 3d. nice! then, did some shopping. i spent almost 1.5K!!! i spend it on sk2 (sigh~), la senza (again!) and waxing my brows. i shouldn't have went out. 

surat yang ditunggu-tunggu sudah tiba akhirnyee.... hehe :P

dinner at s'moores@bangsar south with brian, fadilah, fadhil, faizal, zuma, fairuz, aisyah & shida. watching football. liverpool vs man u. it's kind of reminds me of someone. someone that i knew, is a big fan of liverpool and i guess he watched the game somewhere. 

i'm not a football fan. not a all. it's more like a bunch of guys chasing after one ball, you know.. kind of stupid. but when i was in my highschool years, i did bought a series of johan bolasepak comics. haha. i kind of love the books though.

my insomnia is back. i hate it. it will kill me tomorrow. 


yesterday, i was asked something like this...'awak boleh cakap melayu ke?' i was like... duhh?! do i look like caucasian to you?? with my so sepet eyes and my nose not so mancung... of course le i can speak malay. tamil maybe cannot laa.


that was when i did a survey on chocolate. i got $15 just for a survey and got free chocolates! anyone, if you want to do survey, i'll volunteer. but make sure there's something in return. ka-ching! :)


wan have already paid his debt to me. at last. after almost 1 year or so, my not so benefitted investment has at last given me back my principal. how cliche. never judge a book by its cover - indeed. he then emailed me saying; 'bole la kawan balik'. lol!


i'm so curious of how much this year's bonus would be. there's rumors flying around and it sound really good. so good it's surreal. they said it was really 'unexpected' amount. i'm not gonna hope too much. well, i just hope it's worth the wait. 


so.... what's new in store? :P

The truth is... well, the truth is, I have met the right person, and he's not in love with me, and until I stop loving him, no one else really has a chance. 

- Four Weddings and a Funeral

i came across this song which i think it's beautiful...... and sad.


The time for us to say goodbye is near
The day I hoped would never come is here
Though many hearts are broken we must somehow carry on
Cause I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I thought my life was over when we met
So little to remember, so much to forget
Though it was you who saw me through the darkness to the dawn
Still I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'm a modest man
And it hurts me to say these things to you
After all we've been through it's the least that I can do
So instead of just goodbye I'll say so long
And as for the light by which you see me leave it on
I'm a better man than I was before
Knowing you has made me strong
And I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone
Yes I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone


Randy Newman - When I'm Gone

meet bulat. my house-mate's pet. it's a rabbit. cute little rabbit. bulat says - pleased to meet you too!

let me tell you about my housemates. there are 3. the lead named fais - a bit tomboyish, petite like me, cleanliness is very important to her, so, to she her doing the spring cleaning on daily basis is normal. and she owned bulat. she was nice. she's the one who interviewed me when i first wants to join their family of three. she's from negri sembilan. mostly, all the items in this house belong to her, so, thanks to her, i feel like home :)

her mother is a frequent visitor as her dad is having dialysis almost every month. i know how it feel like to have someone you love to go through that process. so, i feel sorry for her and her family.

second is zaza. also a negrian. she and fais is from the same part of the world, so they knew each other way back since school days. zaza is the one that i can click with. she's a bit open. she's a girlie girl. very soft spoken, kind and nice. i like her. 

lastly is fiza. i don't really know much about her. she's from melaka and that's the only thing i know. i've never talked much to her. i don't know why. maybe she doesn't like me. or just maybe there isn't anything to talk about. 

although it seem like i'm having a lot of house-mates, but the thing is they're rarely home. and because my working hour isn't normal, i rarely see them. they always go back their hometown. 

well, that's why i like it here. 

alice in wonderland was lower than my expectation. not as enjoyable as it should be. after the 5.30pm movie, shah & me went to ikea, to buy some stuff for his house. then just hang around at his house until 12.30am. the house was half complete. living room is still empty. little by little., he said. it's nice having our own home. can't wait to have mine completed. :p

a few shots from shah's new pad.

i'm supposed to be on my way to perhentian tonight....and i'm supposed to get myself some tan tomorrow. sigh~ how i missed beaches. i missed the sun. i missed the sand and i missed everything in between..... :p


so, my plan for tomorrow will just be shah, me & ALICE. hehe. 

watched GREEN ZONE today. with jue&husband and fara. the movie will be out by 11 march. we watched premiere screening which was courtesy of jue's husband. the movie IS AWESOME! go and watch!!

i'm loving matt damon :P

my current place is da bom!


it's rare that for a place like this, you'll have a concert right down below! this thing lasted for 2 days! and i was being forced to bare all the sound which came from it. and i tell, it wasn't good. well, they do invite some local singer that i don't really recognize. go to sleep people!!

see? good lord!

my house was ok i guess. comfortable. very clean i tell you. and loving it. well, except for the surrounding.

perhentian is no go. bus ticket fully sold. well, that's what happen if you don't plan!!

as my current broadband is super duper slow, i kinda malas to update anything. these few weeks, it's been super duper busy. everything is super duper nowadays. mostly with regards to my formalities things that needed to be updated. i NEED a vacation!!!


i'm currently were torn apart between going or not to go. to perhentian isle. if i go, that means i need to take maybe medical leave on 14th as i'll be working at 4pm that day. i don't want to take any mc. it'll look terrible for my performance.. cehhh. as if i'm top performer! but i really need a vacation, seriously!


wait & see.