my one week leave is over. gotta work tomorrow. sigh~ i really wish i can just live without working and travel the whole world. i just got back from singapore, 2 days visit. it's kinda hazy situation nowadays due to some kind of forest burning in indonesia. the day before our flight to singapore, it was reported the psi level is 700! that is hazardous! then when we came, the first day was still hazy, but it was alright. then the second day, the weather was on our side. clear blue sky! we got lucky. 

the haze was too thick, but luckily our flight wasn't cancelled. 

we stayed somewhere in arab street and it was the best place to chill out. very artistic.

the first day, we near to wear mask due to hazy weather. but i cannot tahan. i don't really care thereafter.

went to universal studio singapore. my favorite was transformer ride. damn that was great.

cute sign.

cute kitty, taken somewhere at chinatown.

orchard  road. that ice-cream so yummy! i can still remember the taste vividly. aisehh.

raffles place. on the way toward merlion's park.

marina bay sand. nice huh.

merlion.

symphony of light? opss, that was in hong kong.

that's it. our little visit to singapore. was short but it's good. time to rejuvenate. 

looking through my old posts make me think, did i really wrote that? it's look like i keep on complaining about life and how pathetic i am. ungrateful brat! i should be thankful how lucky i am to have a life that i have, compares with other people which are less fortunate. forgive me God and i am grateful for what i am and what i am not.

syukur~

it's the time again, for election. it's feel somehow "hotter" the year. a lot of people has a lot of opinions on a lot of things. for me, i'm not voting again. i'm yet to register ya know. i'm not a good citizen. not that i don't care, i do. it's just that for me, both parties, opposition or the current government, they are the same. both manifestos sucks to the core. thus, i don't really care who will win. it would be the same. and yeah, i'm being ignorance. 

i bought a new wheeler. and i wrecked it after a week. no, i was exaggerating. it was scratched. a big one. 

nice huh?

a friend of mine once said, it's usual to have your car involved in a minor "accident" a week after you bought it. if not, the possibility for you to be involved in a major accident would be higher. 

and i hope she's right.

it's 1 Jan 2013. and this year, i'll be 31. 31 years of living. i can still remember when my mother used to carry me on her shoulder to school just because i don't want to. and i would cried like a baby. and i remembered my best friends & i playing in the field till dusk like there's no tomorrow. i remember it all as if it were only yesterday. if anyone asked me if i want to relive my life, i'd be lying if i say no. i do wanted to redo my life all over again. loosening a little and not taking life too serious. yes, i shouldn't have done that.

frankly, i wasn't really enjoying my life right now. it's empty since my mother passed. i miss her so much, it aches. and the man i loved probably married by now. that makes it even worst. i have no goal. no dream. nothing. i just live as days passing by. i even wish if i can die young. what a life.

forgive my rant. i just kinda disappointed with my life now. i wish i can rewind...

so.... happy new year. another chance to make things right. another chance to have dream come true, which.. high probability it will not. another chance to forgive & forget, which i can't even do that. 

oh well. i've promised my boss i'll be nice this year.