there was this someone, a guy, said this;

"azra, you make me hungry, i want to eat you"

and i was like "huh?". then he continued..

"there's a double meaning in those words"

smiled and he walked away.

it was really uncomfortable though flattered.

men... don't say that kind of thing to a girl.

i'm in love with Audrey Hepburn.

she's every women should be.

elegance. beauty. poise. timeless.

today is Jue's last day before her 2 weeks marriage leave. can't believe she's getting married next week! i wish her all the best & very happy for her :) i first met jue when i start working in ocbc. she was the same batch with me and went to training together with the other 20s. she wasn't wearing tudung back then and used to wear fancy dresses and stilettos. the "maggie mee" curly hair is what i remembered most about her and also the "genting dress" that up till today, she will never wear again. haha.

we was in the same team for the past 1 year and hopefully will still be. what i love most about her is that she has all the qualities of a good friend. nice, trustworthy, soft spoken, kind hearted, she really knows how to "jaga hati" her friends, including me, which very "dominance". well.... the list goes on.

she's into fancy things. the high-end brand. she's very the girlie2 and loves the thing a girl should love. she once said that i'm not "ladies" enough. hrrmmmm...! sad but true. i considered myself more like bella, the twilight heroin. haha

well jue... if you read this, which i doubt, i wish you all the best for your new life, showered with great love and happiness until the end of time. God bless you and your husband to be. :)

again, i was influenced so much by Y.E.S (Year End Sale!). again, i blamed the government for introducing such activity, which, for someone like me, is dangerous. and today, i was totally in the mood of Y.E.S!

btw, happy eid mubarak to all muslim! it's a day of scarification. what have i sacrifice today? nothing much. i was on call and need to work from 8am to 12pm. right after, jue & me went to klcc to do some shopping :)

jue bought a couch handbag priced at RM 1600, went dinner at Sakae Sushi (yummy!) and right after, ritz joined us. at first, i don't want to buy anything, but then, i bought a few set of bras (2) & panties (5). no regret! i love em too much :)

by the way.. it's Y.E.S. who would want to miss it right?!

Conference Rooms, 3rd Floor

i have a training 2 days in a row. the training called "BEEonPartnership". well, better than serving customer from hell. it was all about how to "partnering" at work as well as in life :p

the training was done at menara OCBC in dataran merdeka. that means, i need to take tren and i hate taking tren. it's way too crowdy. the first day i arrived quite early. i waited almost 1/2 hour before the training started. like most training could be, i thought at first it would be boring. but, the trainers was so good that i almost didn't fall asleep at all! btw, there are 2 trainers, a male & a female. comparing the two, i preferred the female one because she was much more fun :)

it mostly talked about etiquette. you know, that sort of thing. there is one point of the training, that we need to assess our own personal behavior using some kind of behavior study called DISc which stand for Dominance, Influencer, Steady and Compliance. Dominance more like the bosses type. someone who is always right and supposed to be the dominator of the group. Influencer, which compromise most of people today, is much more friendly & talkative. Steady, is someone who also saying YES, as they most probably doesn't know how to say NO, the most loyal among all. and finally, the Compliance is someone which need everything in black & white & following procedure.

guess which i am at? surprisingly, i am Dominance! There were only 2 person in dominance. and most of the trainee were Influencer. the way the trainer say it, it was like we are the type of person who everyone would love to hate. huh? well, i do make enemy easily :)

p.s first passerby : "Your Choice.. RIGHT or WRONG"

second passerby: "You Know You Are Not RIGHT"

i was like...what the heck?

when people ask which i hate the most of my body part, i would say, the hair. nope, not the hair on top or your head, it's the body hair. you know, the standard one, the legs, the underarms & the bikini area. i, if possible, i want to remove all of them & stop it from keep on growing. but, it's impossible.

what i usually did, is to shave it. it's the quickest way. for legs, yes, i do it all the times. but for underarms, let just say, i kind of pluck it out. for bikini, well, you know what i did :)

i did waxing previously, for legs. but it way too painful for me, then i stopped. then i just shave. but for bikini area, shaving makes me uncomfortable. so, i want to try waxing it off. i want to just go to the likes of waxing spa, where the people there would do it for you. but i was afraid, if it's would hurt. so, last night, i bought this wax strips.

i did a few times, until i decide to stop. i did only for my bikini lines.

does it hurt? it is, definitely! would i do it again? absolutely! :)

i would also like to try brazillian wax. haha

first day at menara went smoothly. but some cracks here and there. well, i have an issue with the parking. i don't know how to enter the parking bay! at last, i just parked illegally. luckily enough, it's saturday. what can i say?

the reception area.... not inviting at all.

the majectic menara TM. on the left!

inside. it's still unorganized. the mover still installing leftovers here & there. that's me standing over there!! :

our office located at 21st floor. the weird thing is, you need to use different lift for odd floors and vice versa. and it's kind of odd for me. why can u just use the same lift??! if you take the lift to go down, it can stop at every single floor, without differentiating either odd or even floors. lol!

manara TM here i come!!!!

well, basically, i heard a LOT of "so not nice" stories of peeps who have started working here. i hope i'll survive. :)

scary huh?

very the "end of day" kind of thing

taken just before the heavy rain.

my office currently is a wreck. it has been confirm we'll be moving to menara TM this friday. well, i'm off, so i'll be moving on saturday :) i don't know whether to be happy or sad about this matter. a lot has resign because they don't want to move. i'm ok with it as it'll be nearer to where i stay. but i can't stand the traffic! and the parking! sigh~ i'll shall wait & see. :)

i remembered!

my second dream was that i'm stuck in a war-torn country. i tried to go back, but i couldn't. i'm stuck! life was so damn hard over there. and last night, i dreamt a pretty bad dream, yet again. 3 nights in a row. why la???

i woke up with my 2nd not so pleasant dream. but i don't remember what was it about. why do i have 2 nightmares in a row? stupid.

i woke up kind of early to settle my house. went to cimb to get the banker's cheque and went straight to berjaya times square to meet the developer and handed over the cheque. i've settled everything and now i'm so relieved.

i'm on 4 pm today.. a few more hours to go. i love evening shift. :)

bujie called last night and the first thing he said was "how's your boyfriend?" in sarcastic way, and i kind of regretted telling anything to him. actual fact is, i told everything. he is by the way, knows whatever thing i'm in.

we were supposed to meet up today. it has been ages since i last met him. he's my high school mate and come to think of it, we never lost in touch! wow.. it's been like 11 years. but the meeting was somehow not happening because of the rain.

i have 2 off days in a row which was quite rare. i planned to do my thesis but in the end, i did nothing. i napped until noon. gosh!

i woke up with a strange dream. i dreamt that i have only a few days to live! and what did i do? nothing! i just waited for it to happen. in the end, it wasn't happening at all until i woke up.

that was so not me. if i have only a few days to live, i would do everything that i really want to do. but the thing that i can think of for now, is to go traveling. then, just go with silent, so that nobody would know.

what best to do on lazy saturday? i listened to backstreet boys! haha.

it's kind of reminiscence some good old days, when i was just in my pre-adult age. i remembered when these guys were bigger than life. when nick carter was my prince charming, melting my heart with his cute eyes & oh the hair. every single where, i would hear their songs.

me myself loved them so much i remembered every single word of their lyrics and would dance when no one was looking :) i swear i did promised myself to be their biggest fan and would buy all their album when i have enough saving of my own. how i missed those days when i still have my book of lyrics. ***wondering what happens to all my lyrics books***

well... i've finished cleaning my room. i just realized it's so damn dirty.

just back from jue's hen night which was cancelled last time. it was a simple celebration at haagen daz which we ordered fondue. it was a blast! jue prepared a goodie bag for each of us. it contained la senza panties, keychain & some sweets. so nice!!




right after, we have our dinner at sakae sushi. also yummy. :)

orang tua2 pesan.....

ikut rasa - binasa

ikut hati - mati

ikut otak - tak tau betul ke tak

habis tu nak ikut ape?

p.s people rarely know they have the power to break hearts. even with simplest gesture.

i feel so sad.. but i don't know why..

gosh. my new phone is real trouble.

last night i restored the phone to factory setting, for which i'm not supposed to. then, it was locked and needed to be activated. i tried doing all the troubleshooting by my own, but to no succeed. then i gave up.

went back to the store where i purchased the phone after work. and it cost me rm90 just to unlock the phone. stupid phone. luckily it was back to normal.

before i knew it, i have bought it! sigh~

i really need to control my spending.

i really need my sleep yesterday as i couldn't sleep in flight. but, instead, i end up at mid v & garden with ritz and right after having dinner with jack at santai.

i fell asleep at around 12am and guess what?!, i woke up at 4am! it's newcastle time for 7am, which was the time i woke up in aussie. great~ i really need my sleep!!!

i'm back in KL after 4 days in australia. it was good to be there, but it's great to be back here :)

my flight on the 2nd was at 9am, so i need to be at the airport at around 7am, which i did. i thought i was among the first to checked in and requested for a seat near the window. to my dismay, the flight was full and almost 90% has checked in, well, i have the worst seat ever, the last row, in the middle, near the lavatory and the guess beside me was an obes, luckily he was a nice guy. yet, it was 777! i have to bear all those in 8 hours flight. sigh~ and yet again, mas have the best entertainment program. i watched 3 movies in a row!

arrived at syney kingsford smith international at around 8pm. gab was already there waiting for me. we then drove straight to newcastle, where he stayed. the house was so damn nice!

tuesday, we woke up early and headed up to sydney. went to sydney harbour & botanic garden and just simply drooling around town. wasn't really up to anything. the weather was as hell. it was around, maybe above 31ºC. it was so damn hot my feet burnt. at around 5pm, we went back to newcastle. one thing about sydney is the parking i way too expensive! for 3 hours and more, it cost us AUD42! imagine when i convert to RM. sigh~

wednesday, gab was working, so i have a day on my own. i strolled around newcastle city. it wasn't big. i love the town. i love the beaches and the shophouses & the houses itself. everything is so "cute"! but, there was one incident that i couldn't forget. when i passed by two teenagers which hang around in their car, one of them screamed at me. "hey baby, i'm on ice!!!", i looked and saw his face was as red as blood. i was alone and shaken. he keep on screaming like mad. and i just ignored them. it was way scaring me.

but beside all those, newcastle is great!, i love how life is going on there. it's relaxing, the weather was great. well, the weather dropped dramatically compares to when i'm in sydney. it was just nice, a bit chilled, but nice. just like genting highland in here. almost forgot, people come here to surf. the waves are high enough.

on my 3rd day, i planned to just hang around newcastle, as i haven't finish my journey, but then, i fell asleep and my feet hurt too much to even walk. so, i just stayed at home. nothing much.

on my last day, we went to sydney aquarium. it was nice. though i have to admit, i didn't go to anywhere else. supposedly can, but, well... what to do. the timing wasn't perfect enough.

looking forward to my next holiday... but where to? i want to go to kathmandu laa.

i'll be leaving for Sydney tomorrow. yeay!!!

my flight is at 9am, need to be at KLIA around 7am. sigh~ it's too early. my friend has reminded me to not miss the flight, again. cehh.

and guess what, i changed my phone no. as well. nope, it's not so sudden. i've been thinking about changing it for weeks. i just want to feel i'm living a new beginning. just like when i cut my hair. as my hair is so short already, i need something else to cut. so i've cut my old no :) pathetic huh? i know..

now is 8.20am. and i haven't pack anything. gosh, i better start. :p