i fell asleep until 20.30 today, and i can't sleep anymore. the time now is 24.38. i shouldn't have slept that long. well, it's time to write nonsense. i'm going to tell something about myself :)
ok, my name is nurul azra. it was my name since i was 2 years old. before that, i was born as monalisa, named after the ever famous painting in the world. i could have been called mona or lisa for short :p. i would love it to stay that way, but unfortunately, my brother, who happened to work at jpn (jabatan pendaftaran negara) changed my name to nurul azra when i was 2. the reason, he said monalisa was basically a hooker. well, that's a rumor. and she's a first class hooker! it would have been an honor to carry her name!
and she would have been so proud having me as the heir of her name. hehe. (p.s - i hate portraiture as above. it was scary to stare at it. as if the photo is alive. and there's something about that painting that gives me goosebumps.)
not that i hate my name now. i just that i'm not really fond of it. azra was okay i guess, as it's rare. as of nurul, it's too common. and i hate commonness. i love something which is rare and unique. one of my late sister, which i never met, was named as luna. i loved it! and i think it's a very beautiful name.
people says, name defines who we are. and in my religion, having a name which have a some kind of meaning behind it is basically a must. by name, it was said that you'll have that some kind of special place. it's very important to name a child with a good name. that's what people say. but, how can people be treated because of their name? it's awful. it wasn't their own choice to be named the way they are. blame it on the parent.
although i love unique name, but not too unique. as micheal jackson's son. he was named as prince blanket!! that is crazy. blanket!! there was also people who named their child as flight inspector! omg! if i'm being that child, i would file for a change of name when i get older. it's real embarrassment!
