my plan to confront that someone has been draining down the drain. my messages remains unreplied. why are men so damn complicated? "us" became more complicated than before. seem like he's avoiding me, yet again. felt like i wasn't good enough.. am i? why did i ever agreed to meet him!? why did i did what i did?? sigh~
i'm supposed to cut off all the possible way for him to contact me! ever again!
i did that before though. but still, whenever he call me, i would melt away. i was too scared to cut him out totally. apart of me still want to hang on. hopeless hope.
